And although I felt prepared and excited to learn, the overwhelming pressure soon hit me hard. I was suddenly surrounded by others that were just as smart as me and a lot of the times even smarter than me. This was extremely humbling because even though I am not the smartest person in the room, I still work hard to prove myself. I quickly got caught up in the environment and suddenly felt unimportant and unnecessary. It was hard for me to want to go to work everyday without feeling like I was useless.
This was an extremely hard transition for me because it was about how I was coping with the situation and not about how others were treating me. I finally had to step back and realize that things have changed and I was supposed to be changing with that situation. This opportunity is going to force me to grow and be uncomfortable and that’s okay! If we are constantly comfortable in our situation, are we really learning?
I take this advice for myself everyday when now going out on new challenges and adventures. I am working hard everyday to prove to myself and my peers that I am capable of being just as great as I see them!
Have you ever compared yourself to others in your major, your career field, or in anything else that’s important to you? How do you cope with pressure when it comes to things that are important to you?